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Blegh, blegh, and fucking blegh. Discouraged doesn't even begin to describe my state of mind right now. Just disgusted and sad, lonely and depressed.
And furious at myself for having beein taken advantage of by people that claimed to love me. Stupid for being so dammed trusting I guess.
I find it disgusting and ironic that two of the people that have hurt me the worse lately, are acting the most concerned about me.
Feh, Why the fuck do I even bother caring anymore. It's not like anyone else does.
And furious at myself for having beein taken advantage of by people that claimed to love me. Stupid for being so dammed trusting I guess.
I find it disgusting and ironic that two of the people that have hurt me the worse lately, are acting the most concerned about me.
Feh, Why the fuck do I even bother caring anymore. It's not like anyone else does.
