A bit of a rant

[patgund]

You know, it's really fucking great when my supposed "friends" say behind my back that I "only occasionally visit reality".

I think I know reality a lot better than some of them. And I know how badly it sucks as well. I wonder how many of them have lied awake at night wondering how they're going to make the rent. How many of them lied awake because they were out of work and there was a child on the way. How many of them force themselves to go to work to a shitty job day after day, knowing that job is killing them by inches, to make sure their child was provided for.

Hell, the single luxury I've done for myself, not for others lately, has been taking up the harp. And I'm starting to wonder if it's my only refuge.

If it's one of my only real friends.

At least it doesn't believe I only occasionally "visit reality".

Comments

[dizzdvl.livejournal.com]

What's wrong with that? I only act like an adult from 8-5 mon-fri and every 3rd saturday. Screw it. Your escapes are your reality and your friends don't realize that. They are probably envious because they can't figure out how to escape their own realities for awhile.