Home again
Dec. 12th, 2001 08:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
patgundAnd for once, home at a resonable time. Too many days of not getting home until 8pm or later, and here I was home at 6:30pm today. Amazing.
Sigh, I think it is seasonal depression. I just feel sad and alone from everyone. C's not feeling better - while the Goddess seemed willing to give us a child, why did it have to be while we still lived over 100 miles apart? Worse aspects of being a single parent here. It's worse for C. - both of her beloved are away from her, me 100 miles away, Star 2000+ miles away. And she feels guilty still about having Star while I don't have a secondary. (Sigh)
Beth....and Rebecca, and Susan, and the other person, and Regina, and all those ladies who said they loved me - and let chose someone else over me. Sometimes I wonder if they were right.
Now I know I'm woolgathering. Oh well, I need to dig up some NyQuil and go to sleep.
Sigh, I think it is seasonal depression. I just feel sad and alone from everyone. C's not feeling better - while the Goddess seemed willing to give us a child, why did it have to be while we still lived over 100 miles apart? Worse aspects of being a single parent here. It's worse for C. - both of her beloved are away from her, me 100 miles away, Star 2000+ miles away. And she feels guilty still about having Star while I don't have a secondary. (Sigh)
Beth....and Rebecca, and Susan, and the other person, and Regina, and all those ladies who said they loved me - and let chose someone else over me. Sometimes I wonder if they were right.
Now I know I'm woolgathering. Oh well, I need to dig up some NyQuil and go to sleep.
