Feb. 6th, 2002
On the mend....
Feb. 6th, 2002 04:58 pm....and mostly doing well. Okay, tired, itching, and my libido is getting pretty nasty from the enforced "no hanky-panky" rule that my surgery required. Blegh.
Though I can prob. start to use band-aids rather than the full-on gauze pads. There's only a tiny opening left.
Did I say cranky?
And I'm going to be FUCKING TRAPPED!!!!! at work on Saturday, due to this dammed, bloody dammed, and bedammed conference. Which means I have to run around like a chicken with my head cut off and do a lot of technical stuff - the majority of which will NEVER BE USED!!!!
Grrrr. And again I say, grrr.
Oh well. Stop by Borders to return a book I already had, and the go home and fix dinner. Prob. Indomie, (the world's most addictive ramen.)
Amused about C's. new playmate. John's a nice guy, but more ignorant than he thinks on some levels. At least it keeps C. happy - though she should still go track down DP and yiff him sillier. And getting my co-spouse out from Florida would be better. Working on it.
Still, I think she'll be good for John - he's been quite depressed since his wife died, and having Camin as a lover - even a casual one - will help him a lot.
Now if she would just stop worrying about my inability to find another lover/playmate......(sigh) I know she means well, but there's not a lot of people I would be interested in. Three of them are geographically distant, one is....(sigh) no comment about the other person save heartache, and the final isn't poly. Though I love Lisa dearly and utterly, and would give almost anything to have her as a lover and mate again. (Sigh again.)
Anyway, for home.
Though I can prob. start to use band-aids rather than the full-on gauze pads. There's only a tiny opening left.
Did I say cranky?
And I'm going to be FUCKING TRAPPED!!!!! at work on Saturday, due to this dammed, bloody dammed, and bedammed conference. Which means I have to run around like a chicken with my head cut off and do a lot of technical stuff - the majority of which will NEVER BE USED!!!!
Grrrr. And again I say, grrr.
Oh well. Stop by Borders to return a book I already had, and the go home and fix dinner. Prob. Indomie, (the world's most addictive ramen.)
Still, I think she'll be good for John - he's been quite depressed since his wife died, and having Camin as a lover - even a casual one - will help him a lot.
Now if she would just stop worrying about my inability to find another lover/playmate......(sigh) I know she means well, but there's not a lot of people I would be interested in. Three of them are geographically distant, one is....(sigh) no comment about the other person save heartache, and the final isn't poly. Though I love Lisa dearly and utterly, and would give almost anything to have her as a lover and mate again. (Sigh again.)
Anyway, for home.
On the mend....
Feb. 6th, 2002 04:58 pm....and mostly doing well. Okay, tired, itching, and my libido is getting pretty nasty from the enforced "no hanky-panky" rule that my surgery required. Blegh.
Though I can prob. start to use band-aids rather than the full-on gauze pads. There's only a tiny opening left.
Did I say cranky?
And I'm going to be FUCKING TRAPPED!!!!! at work on Saturday, due to this dammed, bloody dammed, and bedammed conference. Which means I have to run around like a chicken with my head cut off and do a lot of technical stuff - the majority of which will NEVER BE USED!!!!
Grrrr. And again I say, grrr.
Oh well. Stop by Borders to return a book I already had, and the go home and fix dinner. Prob. Indomie, (the world's most addictive ramen.)
Amused about C's. new playmate. John's a nice guy, but more ignorant than he thinks on some levels. At least it keeps C. happy - though she should still go track down DP and yiff him sillier. And getting my co-spouse out from Florida would be better. Working on it.
Still, I think she'll be good for John - he's been quite depressed since his wife died, and having Camin as a lover - even a casual one - will help him a lot.
Now if she would just stop worrying about my inability to find another lover/playmate......(sigh) I know she means well, but there's not a lot of people I would be interested in. Three of them are geographically distant, one is....(sigh) no comment about the other person save heartache, and the final isn't poly. Though I love Lisa dearly and utterly, and would give almost anything to have her as a lover and mate again. (Sigh again.)
Anyway, for home.
Though I can prob. start to use band-aids rather than the full-on gauze pads. There's only a tiny opening left.
Did I say cranky?
And I'm going to be FUCKING TRAPPED!!!!! at work on Saturday, due to this dammed, bloody dammed, and bedammed conference. Which means I have to run around like a chicken with my head cut off and do a lot of technical stuff - the majority of which will NEVER BE USED!!!!
Grrrr. And again I say, grrr.
Oh well. Stop by Borders to return a book I already had, and the go home and fix dinner. Prob. Indomie, (the world's most addictive ramen.)
Still, I think she'll be good for John - he's been quite depressed since his wife died, and having Camin as a lover - even a casual one - will help him a lot.
Now if she would just stop worrying about my inability to find another lover/playmate......(sigh) I know she means well, but there's not a lot of people I would be interested in. Three of them are geographically distant, one is....(sigh) no comment about the other person save heartache, and the final isn't poly. Though I love Lisa dearly and utterly, and would give almost anything to have her as a lover and mate again. (Sigh again.)
Anyway, for home.