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patgundActually getting to sleep about the time I left work last night. Amazing.
Wonder if the reason why I work so late is nothing better to do. I don't have anyone to come home to, nobody to see. Just me.
Wonder if the reason why I'm so wanting a certain playtime activity was that the last time I did it was the only time me and the other person were lovers. Trying to recapture what was lost?
If I keep working this hard or this long, I'm going to have a heart attack or wrap my car around a phone pole.
Would that be a bad thing?
So tired. So very tired, and so very alone. Lost in what was, not trusting just about anyone anymore...... Tired of dealing with the faithless, the honorless, the liars and cheats.
So tired.
Wonder if the reason why I work so late is nothing better to do. I don't have anyone to come home to, nobody to see. Just me.
Wonder if the reason why I'm so wanting a certain playtime activity was that the last time I did it was the only time me and the other person were lovers. Trying to recapture what was lost?
If I keep working this hard or this long, I'm going to have a heart attack or wrap my car around a phone pole.
Would that be a bad thing?
So tired. So very tired, and so very alone. Lost in what was, not trusting just about anyone anymore...... Tired of dealing with the faithless, the honorless, the liars and cheats.
So tired.
