Hey, It has been a while since I wrote in my live journal, I saw your comment and then I read some of your entries. I am sorry about the comment I made about your sexuality. What I do want to say is that no one understands you in this family and I know why. You never let any of us in ot be a part of your life. Your brothers didnt even know you had a daughter until you called the day of her birth. You changed your last name (what is wrong with Erbeck?) I have seen you 2 times in the last ten years. You are an interesting person, it was wrong of me to assume, but what am I to believe about you when I only have small impressions to go on? We are your family. Why dont you ever treat any of us that way? It's really hurtfull...ya know? You have to expext some strange comments on the subject of your sexuality especially when I was 14 you told me about impregnating lesbians with a turkey baster. What am I to think when you show me your velvet bustiers? (i wish I had one of those.) Sorry if I assumed anything about you, but if you look into someone's journal, don't expect that everything will suit your ears. Tell me more about you, so I don't have to make impressions on a handfull of visits.....Tell me why you still after God knows how many years still accuse my dad of being mean to you as a kid. (let it go dude, instead forgive whatever happened and reach out to your brother.) Let your family in your life. Again I am sorry about assuming anything about you. When I saw you three years ago, I really enjoyed your company and thought you were really cool. I havent even so much as spoken to you since then.........Do you have neices and nephews? Do you know them at all? 'cause we sure as hell know nothing about you. Forgive me for making assumptions. I had no right to judge you. If you are going to be a good father, let go of past hurt and enjoy your future with your daughter, you have a lot to offer her, but only if you can be a positive influence on her life. Let us in, we want to be a part of it all. If you want to respond, email me. mseangel@yahoo.com one of your brother's oldest daughter, Melissa Shannon Erbeck
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To my uncle patrick
Date: 2001-12-22 07:19 pm (UTC)It has been a while since I wrote in my live journal, I saw your comment and then I read some of your entries. I am sorry about the comment I made about your sexuality. What I do want to say is that no one understands you in this family and I know why. You never let any of us in ot be a part of your life. Your brothers didnt even know you had a daughter until you called the day of her birth. You changed your last name (what is wrong with Erbeck?) I have seen you 2 times in the last ten years. You are an interesting person, it was wrong of me to assume, but what am I to believe about you when I only have small impressions to go on? We are your family. Why dont you ever treat any of us that way? It's really hurtfull...ya know? You have to expext some strange comments on the subject of your sexuality especially when I was 14 you told me about impregnating lesbians with a turkey baster. What am I to think when you show me your velvet bustiers? (i wish I had one of those.) Sorry if I assumed anything about you, but if you look into someone's journal, don't expect that everything will suit your ears. Tell me more about you, so I don't have to make impressions on a handfull of visits.....Tell me why you still after God knows how many years still accuse my dad of being mean to you as a kid. (let it go dude, instead forgive whatever happened and reach out to your brother.) Let your family in your life. Again I am sorry about assuming anything about you. When I saw you three years ago, I really enjoyed your company and thought you were really cool. I havent even so much as spoken to you since then.........Do you have neices and nephews? Do you know them at all? 'cause we sure as hell know nothing about you. Forgive me for making assumptions. I had no right to judge you. If you are going to be a good father, let go of past hurt and enjoy your future with your daughter, you have a lot to offer her, but only if you can be a positive influence on her life. Let us in, we want to be a part of it all. If you want to respond, email me. mseangel@yahoo.com
one of your brother's oldest daughter,
Melissa Shannon Erbeck