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patgundFinally home, catching up on stuff.
Supposed to go to a local SCA event tomorrow. Of mixed feelings. I want to see![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ckgriffin and a couple other friends. On the other paw, haven't been to a local event (outside of wars) in ages, and the psycho 10th letter of the alphabet spread some remarkably nasty rumours about me that poisoned the well for me down here.
And I'm really sick of having to defend myself when I shouldn't have had to, against people who preferred to believe dishonourable lies rather than the truth.
I'm tempted to blow it off actually. But that won't solve the problem. Almost wishing it would rain, save I don't want other people's day to be ruined.
(Sigh) Just feeling very alone and isolate right now for some reason.
Supposed to go to a local SCA event tomorrow. Of mixed feelings. I want to see
ckgriffin and a couple other friends. On the other paw, haven't been to a local event (outside of wars) in ages, and the psycho 10th letter of the alphabet spread some remarkably nasty rumours about me that poisoned the well for me down here.And I'm really sick of having to defend myself when I shouldn't have had to, against people who preferred to believe dishonourable lies rather than the truth.
I'm tempted to blow it off actually. But that won't solve the problem. Almost wishing it would rain, save I don't want other people's day to be ruined.
(Sigh) Just feeling very alone and isolate right now for some reason.
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